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Jul. 27th, 2006 @ 12:03 am being hit on
Current Location: home
Current Mood: tired
So, I was at the YMCA in Sherwood when this little boy comes up to me. He says "hey my friend over there with the bald head wants to know if your single and legal" and my response was "your funny" needless to say i WANTED to say was "if you have to ask me if i'm legal ou shouldn't be asaking me out". Well.....i didn't say that because i thought at first that the kid was just trying to embarass his friend but I was also technically at work. boys ugh.
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Jul. 24th, 2006 @ 09:48 pm Yo
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: hot
Current Music: commercials
So I haven't written on here in ages...maybe even a couple years. I've managed to lose my password and username (how one does that I don't know) and then I decided I was too lazy to figure it out. Until tonight. My washer is so loud I can't do anything but be on the computer until it's done. So here I am.

I've managed to go to Italy and Germany and get my heart broken 3 times and then come home and find a job, move in with a close friend and then get the urge to leave again. Only problem is I made a commitment and so I have to stay until the lease is up. Ironically enough I have no issues at all with my roommate that aren't normal friendship issues. We pretty much have a routine and do it and that's about all.

So Direct TV has been giving us (Shannon and I) this stupid run around. They schedule a time to come here and THEN they show up 57 minutes late after we already told them that if they showed up late that we wouldn't be here because we have to leave for work by then. THEN we call them and they blame us and tell us they would come THIS wen. And I confirmed it, this wen as in wen in 2 days? then I gave the date...wen the 19th? and the answer to that was yes ALL THREE TIMES I CONFIRMED IT. Then the 19th comes. Shannon and I wait all day and then finally call and they say no it's the 26th. Shannon let them have it. So they SAID their comming this Wen. but we'll see. If they dont' come then we're going to demand something. ARGH.

One more thing....this whole lets beat tempature records SUCKS....can we go back to normal temps?
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Jun. 17th, 2005 @ 05:19 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: flirty
So I haven't updated my journal in awhile. So here it is....

I graduated! June 11th, 2005 I graduated from college. It was really exciting because my adoptive mom, dad, two sisters and brother-in-law were there, my bio mom, grandma, Bill, and Jeff were there.....my friends Shannon, Stacey and Lyndsay came....and John's Parents came. I was so stoked to have so many people there for me.

I applyed for the Peace Corps but i think i don't want to go because they told me i would have to take watching child abuse "with a grain of salt" and i said HELL NO! So now i'm looking for a real job.

I met some Coast Guard boys and really really fell for one. I met him on Wen. and hung out with him everyday except one (Because he was on duty) and he left on Monday. What sucks is that he fucked up his phone so until the paperwork for his phone comes in (from another state) he can't get a new one! So I can't call him :( His name is Drew...and OMG is he hott...and a GREAT kisser......

I had like 6 days of partying. It was nuts, every night with those boys. Erin, Sarah and I had 4 Sailors (the top guys of the ship) that picked up on us and we had them and us in MY car, yes my 5 seater....we took them to Bar 71 because they wanted to go there. Then we met three coast guard boys and hung out with them...we also met the bouncers so that way if we want to get in for free it may happen soon :)

Erin and Sarah had a Wine and Cheese party and I met a ton of people and they knew Adam Higgen's and he was there. CRAZY! It was nice though.

Brian's been here all week.....i really missed him. Although it's weird because now i don't talk to him on the phone anymore.

Oh yeah...there's this guy i met and he is RIPPED and he so wanted me....OMG he was so HOTT!!!! lol it's so funny.....

sigh....
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May. 31st, 2005 @ 07:11 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: amused
So guys are STUPID. They play dumb jokes that could be very real for other people. What have I learned? That i should always trust what my gut tells me. DUH!!!!!

I can't wait to go out this weekend. I can't wait to hang out with all my friends it'll be so much fun!!!!

So i'm done with school next Wen with finals and i GRADUATE FROM COLLEGE on Saturday.....and last night I had my first bad dream about it. I forgot my gown, nothing was in order, they wouldn't let me in the outdoor pool (we don't have one at this school but whatever)....i was like crying. I wasn't in the right place, it was raining.....it was horrible. idk....

Can I just point out i ALWAYS date guys that start with J? I think it should be a big red flag for me....

John is telling me that if i don't change my mind that there will never be another chance with us even if he changes............i think he just wants some control right now. and i'm not sure i ever want another chance.

boys.
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May. 29th, 2005 @ 10:42 pm WOOHOO
Current Mood: happy
Yesterday was such an interesting day....Katie and I spent almost 2 hours getting ready to go have dinner with my ex-boyfriend's family. When we finished dinner, Stacey called and said they were going to the club and wanted me to come and then told me that they were going out the next day to Hagg Lake with a boat to go tubbing. Well Katie and I had only planned for a few hours in Portland, not a night there and a day at the beach. Also while I was on the phone I was holding Michael, who is almost 2, he decided to pee through everything including my two shirts.....SO Katie and I had to go on an emergency run to Ross to find clothes and shoes to wear to the club. We had about an hour and half to shop, change, pick up Erin and get there before we had to pay to get in. We bought GREAT stuff....I'm VERY VERY excited and I felt SO hott in my outfit. So we met Lynds, Sha, Stac, Leona there....Katie, Erin and I played pool while they looked for parking. Lynds saw some guys she knew, a group of, as Katie would say, "nice Mexicans" and so we played some pool with them. I decided to look over to the dance floor and saw a guy i knew....he was with a bacholar party and so I got my girls and we all danced. The guy I knew, E, is SO HOTT and I got to dance with him ALOT and I was stoked. I had SO much fun. The guys upstairs were so sweet and the guys on the floor were a ton of fun...and the guy in red was HOTT and so was his friends who were following me and my girl until we started dancing with other guys....sigh....After we took E and T home because the bachlor party ditched them and they had no ride.....Katie and I went to my house grabbed our stuff, got some food and drove to Monmouth....we got to monmouth at 5am and that's when we went to bed.....

ahh being a college girl.....

Oh fave quote from yesterday, a two year old standing on a stool bouncing saying "on demand" while watching Dora The Explorer on TV
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May. 25th, 2005 @ 02:12 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sad
So I had a great weekend. I went to Seattle and saw two games...walked around pikes place and got scared out of my mind because of the crabs...lol...watched the men throw fish around.....and had the most orgasmic desert i've ever had, chocolate chip calzone.

But today...was one of the worst days EVER.

My math professor basically told me I suck. lol. no but he did say that he was going to flunk me because he didn't think i knew anything. I left becasue he did it in front of everyone....i cried for three hours and still have a hard time talking about it without bursting into tears.

I HATE MATH
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May. 19th, 2005 @ 03:40 pm thoughts
Current Mood: weird
Current Music: Shania Twain, "Who's Bed Have Your Boots Been Under"

I find it amazing how women obsess about how they look. I can't say that I don't because I sure as hell care about how I look and how I will look. It seems as though everytime I feel good about they way I look I end up seeing a picture that makes me feel like a HUGE slob. Like a fat freak. Seriously. You know sometimes I wonder why guys don't talk to me when I go out to bars. I finally feel good about myself.....then I feel really good because guys look at me and are asking me out and yada yada...then there comes the freaking pictures.....and I am HUGE! Ok, not huge, but I am a big girl. I wish I wasn't. I need to put myself on a schedule and then maybe I'll feel better. Who knows. I don't.

I hate it when I see people who are clearly in love hurting. Hurting because the working part of the relationship is so freaking hard and sometimes it's too hard to do and it's easier to hurt....which may sound weird....but it is true. Sometimes it's easier to hurt then to work on the relationship....because when you do you are looking at what's "wrong" with you and what's "wrong" with your partner and what's "wrong" with the relationship.....all things you love and feel like you should protect. I think you should ask yourself two questions when you're debating on hurting or working on the relationship.....

1) Have you grown as much as you are going to with the other person or have you stopped growing?

and ask each other every night (or at least once a week if you're dating...)if you decide to work on keeping the relationship together

2) What could I have done differently for you today?

On another note:

I think it sucks when the guy you are seeing basically asks your best friend out on a date while he's sitting next to you (even if it was through a computer). I have no problem with him dating other girls....he isn't mine and there are no rules. Do I like him? Yes. Could I date him exclusivly? Yes. Am I going to? Prob. not for awhile if ever. But I find it really disrespectful he couldn't have the respect for me to say "hey i'm interested in asking your friend out, do you mind or would that be too weird?" The answer, it'd be a little weird but if you want to do it that's fine by me.

She said no. I respect that. It made me mad that she had to say "because i know how she feels about you". I'm not sure if she was using it as an excuse or if she really felt like she knew how i felt and didn't want to make things complicated.

What really sucks about this whole thing is the two friends of mine he's been attracted to are the two girls I really don't feel like I compare to AT ALL. They are BEAUTIFUL, sweet, SOOOOOOOO SMART, caring, hotter then hell, from what they told me I would assume they are great in bed, they are loyal and guys want to date them ALL THE TIME...so to be dating one of them is a huge honor.

sigh

Me, Erin and Sarah on Sarah's 21st

Adam and Me.....no we're not dating...i had a bit to drink....

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May. 17th, 2005 @ 09:10 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: stressed
i have offically decided that most men should die in a hole.
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May. 15th, 2005 @ 05:30 pm WOOHOO
Current Mood: horny
I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY!!!!

FINALLY....I was feeling so guilty....because of John's family. I felt like b/c i had made the decision to ditch him (in so many words) to not only better myself but because my feelings for him went from being in love to just having a love for him...they (his family) would hate me. Today i talked with his mom for like an hour. It seems as though she is ENCOURAGING me to better myself and rid myself of a jackass!

So now i don't feel guilty. At all. I'm in such a better mood. No more crabby Crystal!
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 08:39 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: giggly
From Will and Grace (the tv show)

"I want him to be the lord of my ring"


THAT'S DIRTY!
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 08:31 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: cheerful
I GOT AN 83 ON MY MATH TEST. And i have other good news but i'm not allowed to share it with anyone. WHICH IS DRIVING ME NUTS....but it involves maybe getting more money this summer!!!!

Today a guy asked me if i was engaged in class because of the ring on my finger. I said nope, just wear the ring so that guys will stop asking me out. Then he went off about how it was so weird to him that women wear rings so that guys don't ask them out anymore.....he said he works with a woman that wears a ring at work so guys won't talk to her. I think it's crazy the things girls have to do in order to get guys to not talk to them and leave them alone.

no means no people

And when you are in jail and the person you're on the phone with doesn't want to talk to a GANG memeber...DON'T PUT THEM ON. DUH. OMG how stupid do you have to be?

on another note:

I feel special

And...
Katie.....damn you for hiding your "secret"
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 08:00 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: accomplished
Age: 21 (22 next month)
Where on earth do you live: Monmouth (wkdays) Portland (wkends)
Reason behind your LJ username:I like cats and i was born in 83
Five things you want to do/accomplish before you die:
1. Help as many people as possible
2. Skydive
3. Travel (all states and other countries)
4. Be happy
5.

What makes you happy:
What have you been listening to lately: rascal flatts
Interesting fact about you: i love to work
Favourite destination: Disneyland
Favourite quote: "Be happy for this moment, for this moment is your life"
Will you post this in your LJ: yup

RECOMMEND:

A movie (that amazes you - a beautiful movie): Life is Beautiful
A book (that inspires you, and one you couldn't put down): anything by david pelzer
A musical artist, song, or album: Broken Road
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May. 9th, 2005 @ 04:18 pm Riddle and Answer
Current Mood: flirty
What does five long island ice teas, 2 margraita's, a beer and three shots of vodka leave you???

Black out on your bathroom floor at your parents house....puke EVERYWHERE and then suddenly realizing you have to clean it up and so glad you only ate a little for dinner.

It was Sarah's 21st Birthday and we went out....needless to say we all had SO much fun!!!!! 3 girls and 10 guys we hardly had to pay for anything....that would be why i drank so damn much. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Not again.
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 10:17 pm YEA!
Current Mood: shocked
So i have this friend, Scott.....a boy that i am smitten over and forever will be. I've been freinds with him since i was a junior in high school. Anywho I don't get to talk to him often and tonight i got to talk to him!!!!! I WAS SO EXCITED!!! he said i was pretty! sigh
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 02:30 pm idk
Current Mood: contemplative
If you were in jail awaiting your prison time and you're girlfriend was going to break up with you....how would you want it done?

I'm not saying i'm going to break up with John....but i'm questioning more and more who he is going to bring around my children.....

he said that violence is just who he is....if he gets angry and someone starts a fight with him then he will respond with violence.....i can't have that...

i dont know
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May. 4th, 2005 @ 02:26 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: annoyed
today i went to court and lost 150.00 so i now have 150.00 to spend....yeah right. but the judge was nice and gave me an alternate plan b/c i don't have anything on my record. so instead of 350.00 i got 150.00. woohoo.

sometimes i wish ya'll could hear the ton of voice i am giving you all...
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Apr. 30th, 2005 @ 01:55 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: confused
Last night was Matt's 21st birthday and Ray's first friday off in a long time. So we went out. We saw Matt at the bar and his friends there. We, as in Katie, Ray, Tim and his friend Jen. We met Cherie and Monica there also. The night started off pretty well until John called and a fight happened right away, one he started becausehe heard guys in the background and b/c i said he had a black eye to his parents. Then Peter, Johns dad calls, and he basically said that everything will pass and then said that i shouldn't be afraid to say no....that even Jesus had to say no (and told me a bible story). Everyone got pretty trashed and I didn't because i was driving. I had two AMF's but that did NOTHING damn it. We danced a lot.....Ray and Katie sang songs....and the world was alright.
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Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 05:18 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: content
001) What time did you start this? 5:18pm
002) Name?: Crystal
003) Date of birth?: June 30, 1983
004) Sex?: Female
005) Height?: 5'7"
006) Eye color?: green
007) Location?: Monmouth and sometimes P-town
008) Where were you born?: Portland
009) Do you have crush on someone? maybe
010) What are you wearing right now?: red sweatpants and a sweatshirt
011)Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? There was a sub in English in High School....
012) Are you a virgin?: hahaha...no
013) Do you smoke?: no
014) Do you drink?: yea
015) Are you ghetto?: don't think so
016) Are you a player?: Can be when i want
017) What is your favorite color?: Red, duh
018) What is your favorite animal?: kittens
019) Do you have any birthmarks?: i have one on my nose but you can't see it unless you ask
020) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? no way
021) Who are your best friends?: Katie, John, Stacey, Erin
022) Have you ever beat someone up for fun? no
023) Do you get online a lot?: yes i am
024) Are you shy or outgoing?: um depends
025) Do you shower?: i like to shower
026) Do you hate school?: i will miss it
027) Do you have a social life?: well....sure?
028) How easily do you trust people? depends on my gut feeling
030) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: everyone does i'm sure
031) Would you ever sky dive?: YES
032) Do you like to dance?: yup, i was on a dance company, it lights me up
033) Have you ever been out of state?: yes, lots of other states, Mexico, Canada and Italy
034) Do you like to travel?: I yes
035) Have you ever been suspended from school?: hell no
036) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: no
037) Are you spoiled?: don't think so
038) Are you a brat?: don't think so
039) Have you ever been dumped?: unfortunatly
040) What's your favorite drink?: Beer right now
041) Do you like Snapple?: used to
042) Do you drink a lot of water?: Water tastes gross
043) What toothpaste do you use?: Crest
044) Do you have a cell phone or pager? Cell
045) Who do you look up to?: anyone who survives foster care and child abuse
046) Are you a role model?: i think so
047) What name brand do you wear the most?: Gap? maybe Old Navy...yes Old Navy
048) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: dimond necklace from John, a ring from my mom and two rings from myself
049) What do you have pierced?: tounge, nipples, ears and my belly button used to
050) What do you want pierced?: my lip and eye brow
051) Do you like taking pictures?: took 600 in Italy
052) Do you like getting your picture taken?: nope
053) Do you have a tan?: a little from Italy
054) Do you get annoyed easily?: sometimes, right now yes
055) Have you ever started a rumor?: werent we all in Middle School?
056) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: that I do
057) Do you have your own pool?: no
058) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers, easier to get into
059) Have you ever been played? who hasn't??
060) Have you ever played someone? um, no....yes....
061) Do you get along with your parents?: um, depends
063) How do you vent your anger?: hold it all in, when i start singing with the radio again it's safe to talk to me
064) Have you ever ran away?: once
065) Have you ever been fired from a job?: yes and then they re-hired me
066) Do you even have a job?: yes THPRD
067) Do you daydream a lot?: YUP
068) Do you have a lot of ex's?: 4 that count
069) What do you have a tattoo of?: i don't
070) What are your favorite flowers?: red rose
071) What does your ex bf/girlfriend look like? um like himself
072) What does your most current secret crush look like?: no secret crush
074) What was the last compliment you received?: that i was beautiful
075) Do you like getting dirty?: sometimes
076) Is your bellybutton an innie or outtie?: Innie
077) Are you flexible?:i at least used to be
079) What does your hair look like right now?: redish
080) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: that I could
081) When was your last real heartbreak?: when i found out John was in Jail
082) Describe your looks?: average
085) Would you ever date someone older than you?: It's the only way to go
086) When was the last time you were drunk?: in itlay
087) When was the last time you went on a date?: date what is that?
088)Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: um, depends on my mood...i used to really like to give but i'm growing on the receiving
093) How many rings until you answer the phone? mostly half a ring
094) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: yes
095) Do you look more like your mother or father?:don't know
096) Do you cry a lot?: depends
097) Do you ever cry to get your way? no
098) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? i agree with V, my tits would go
099) What phrase do you use most on the phone?: I fucking hate my roommate!!! Can I come home now please??
100) Are you the romantic type?: even asking myself this question is funny...I hate romance...but I do like to be treated well
101) Have you ever been chased by cops?: nope
102) What do you like most about your body?: my eyes or calves
103) What do you like least about your body?: my tummy, wait my huge boobs....
104) When was the last time you threw up?: in italy
106) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: adadis
107) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?:no fucking way
108) Is your best friend a virgin?: one is
109) Have you ever fucked someone up?: i'm sure i have
110) Have you ever been fucked up?: nope
111) What color are your underwear right now?: well...yellow with bats and they say "i'm batty-4-u"
112) What size shoe do you wear?: 8.5
113) What is your screen name online? mizzkitten83
114) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: yes
115) How are you feeling right now?: stressed
116) When was the last time you were at a party?: idk
117) What do you sleep in?: pjs
118) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: yes
119) What is one of your bad qualities?: moody
120) What is one of your good qualities?: I listen
121) Would you marry for money?: no
122) What do you drive?: a car
123) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: daddy's little girl
124) When was the last time you cried in school?: In Franco's class....he's mean
125) What time are you finishing this: 5:43pm
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Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 11:12 am OMG
Current Mood: bitchy
If one more person tells me i have nothing to deal with but school I will FREAK OUT. I will go balistic on their asses. I WILL GO TO JAIL FOR THE HARM I CAUSE. or i will end up in the hospital trying to repair my hand that went through a brick wall. and i am not joking.

I think i have decided not to go visit john this weekend. why? because i'm too stressed out to go see someone who is going to make me more stressed out before my TWO DAY MATH TEST.
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Apr. 26th, 2005 @ 04:08 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: confused
Date to remember:

NOVEMBER 22ND, 2005

My sister, who JUST TURNED 18 SEVEN DAYS AGO will be having her baby on that day.

Lord have Mercy.
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